Do you ever find those moments
where all you know suddenly becomes unimportant and pointless?
Where it's as if you have just woken up,
and realize you were dreaming sound asleep the whole time. . .
You sit and think "what the hell am i doing here?"
something like that.
You don't know why you're even where you are.
There's no point in anything...
You have no full existence in the universe anymore;
and every time you wake up like this. . .
it feels like the first time you realized you didn't fully exist anymore.
Yet it still cold and familiar....in some way.
You think "I've been here before. . ."
Like the same dream over and over again.
The type of dream that's hard to distinguish from a real memory....
Sickening and cold...you never wake up completely.
You're sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss;
with your existence fading as you go on.
Those type of moments..I've never really understood why they occur so much.
Or why it leaves you with such a strange sinking feeling.
I'm not sure if i like those moments...
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